Thursday, May 24, 2007

Just a few thoughts

The bad news: By Monday I will have worked 78 hours this week. The good news: That means almost $900 in overtime. It's just criminal. I hope this trend continues.

I'm hoping that Monday I will be seeing The Doorman. Unfortunately, his live-in girlfriend is sure to be there as well. She's a mousy little thing but I have good reason to believe she guards her man like a starving dog would guard its food. The image of bared teeth and raised hackles being completely intentional, by the way.

I find myself lacking in the desire to seduce or be seduced at the moment. I'm not really sure what the reason is for my waning libido. Maybe fatigue, lack of appropriate stimulation, or boredom? Usually I amuse myself with the elements of seduction, fully aware when someone is trying to seduce me or focusing on a particular mark. For those I am not interested in, I feign ignorance when they come after me. I am, however, hopeful at the prospect of seeing Laertes tomorrow. It has been quite a while since I have felt a palpable heat between myself and another, and he provided a small amount last time I saw him. One of my Achilles Heels has always been a strong man standing behind me, wrapping his arms around me. Laertes did this Monday night and I quickly moved away from him, recognizing the effect it had on me. It would not do to allow him to see that. *sigh* I wonder if he is as naive as Mistress M thinks he is. One day I should have an answer to that question.

Yesterday saratoga posted this entry in his blog about the Humbler and a lovely picture accompanies it. It's been only a week and a half since I tanned a man's hide, and it reminded me how very much I need to do it again soon. Miss D has been in touch and apparently her husband has been quite bad. He went out of town and attended a strip club where he received a lap dance. Both actions were not approved by his Mistress. I suggested making him sleep on the floor. I just sent her a picture of a humbler - maybe she will acquire one for him. Or better yet, make one of canes - that seems so much more effective.

Ah. Maybe my libido is not so dormant after all....

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

No darling its not. Your libido is just about as hungry as demanding as it could possibly get. That’s one of the things which I admire about you. Not to mention it was the first thing that attracted me to your life aka blog. On a side note….I need all juicy details about this Laertes. I think I am secretly infatuated with him, but I am in love with the Doorman. :)

saratoga said...

Fatigue and stress can quench the ol' libido anytime, Fleur.

Hang in there, it'll return. Nothing a good cleft-soaking whipping of a special male can't cure.

-saratoga