Porter returns

Last night I had a conversation with Porter. I knew he could not deny his urges and would not stay away for long. It appears that he has far more problems accepting this lifestyle than I first thought. He is consumed with denial and self-loathing for wanting this. *sigh* I feel for him. I have agreed to meet with him, but I will be keeping a distance. There will be no more "vanilla" time, only Domme and submissive. I have decided he will not have the option of sex with me. Ever. I have also presented him with the following rules:

1. You will be naked in my presence unless otherwise directed.
2. You will not look me in the eye.
3. You will always be on your knees in my presence.
4. You will not speak unless spoken to.
5. During discipline, you will have a safe word of your choosing.
6. During punishment, you do not have a safe word.

Of course these are just a beginning. I will be meeting with him on thursday morning. Since he is already familiar with me, he knows he is expected to enter my home, remove his clothing, come upstairs and kneel on a cushion in his designated place. He will stay there until I come get him. I haven't decided what I plan on doing, but I'll have at least two hours with him.

I have been in touch with the FemDom couple. I speak or e-mail her every day it seems. She gave her sub permission to have one hour of unsupervised time on the internet last night. We chatted for a bit. He knows that he is in deep trouble now. I have told him that if he asks her one more time when I am coming to meet him, I will not come. I told him that it was time he showed her proper respect and understood that he is not in a position to make demands of her. He wanted me to tell him what I plan on doing while I'm there, will he be able to touch me...etc. I have no intention of letting him touch me at all. We'll see how it goes. If it goes well, I plan to bring Porter with me on a subsequent trip.